Soooo confused

Seriously, I don't know how Jacob puts up with me LOL. I am very indecisive... In this past week I have accepted a job went out and bought scrubs and then decided I shouldn't take the job. So, I had to call the people and tell them I was unable to accept the position then call my salon and tell them I would be staying on full time and return my scrubs. Geez!! I annoy myself sometimes :) Thankfully Jacob stands by me with whatever decision's I make and in some cases has to tell me what I should do. Thank god for him!!!

We have also decided on a date for our wedding, December 31st. We are so excited! It is very short notice, but we already had in mind what we wanted to do. So I have lots of planning to do, and a wedding dress to buy. I went with my parents last week to try on a few that I liked. Of course we know how my decision making skills are LOL. So, no dress yet. Jacob and I went out on Sunday and tried some of the food that we are going to have catered for our reception. So we are getting there, slowly.

A friend and I haven't spoke for a few months. I tried to patch things up but there is only so much I can say. I realized that there was an incident I needed to apologize for and I did, but that's all I can do. Nothing that happened was to intentionally hurt anyone, but unfortunately some people haven't learned that you need to look at the whole situation, and the source. While I'm peeved at someone for the things they said to start all of this I am a big enough person to realize their intentions weren't to hurt anyone either. So, I am pretty confident in saying I have lost a friend in all this, but if they really were my friend we would have been able to work through this. One day this person will realize how difficult they are. Everything works both ways and for a reason. I have plenty of friends and while I will miss this person, I have new memories to make.