Gimme a break

Freaking pregnancy hormones. RRRRrrrrr. I was supposed to contact the real estate office tomorrow, but I thought it wouldn't hurt to call a day early. The owner didn't answer so I left a message. I was checking my email and saw one from him. I opened it and it says... Maya, Thank you for your interest in the position but I have filled it with someone who already had their license. Good luck with your search.... Are you kidding me?! This guy already gave me the job last Tuesday! The world is trying to tell me something, obviously. Is the message here that I am not supposed to get a job besides nails? I did have a VERY good week at the salon but it is never guaranteed. I really just don't know what to do with myself. Part of my problem is that I have been used to working 2 jobs for the last 3 years of my life. While I do techincally have a job doing nails, it just doesn't feel like I am doing enough. I will admit that I do feel like CRAP most of the day and maybe it would be best that I concentrate on the baby, Jacob, myself and nails. I'm still mad at the shadyness of the owner of the real estate company. I suppose if thats how he works its best I didn't start there. Real Estate school is not that expensive, maybe I will look into it for myself.