Anxious

Last night we had some friends over and just visited. It was nice to have people over. Lisa was showing us pictures of their trip to Belize and they were telling us about their trip to Mexico last weekend. They invited us to go with them again soon, but being pregnant and going to Mexico makes me a little nervous. It would be a lot of fun, but I would rather go when I can join in on the party too :) They go a lot so we have plenty of time and a babysitter. My mom is determined that we will be leaving the baby with them a lot and at night while we go out. I know she is excited, but we hardly go out now LOL. I am going to go back to work, but I don't know how soon. Even then it will only be for 3 days a week.

After some helpful tips I was able to start picking out a few items for the baby. It is so hard though not knowing what we are having yet! We are just TO anxious! I really hope that at my next Dr's appointment on the 22nd that they at least schedule an ultrasound. We just get so excited and want the baby to come. I have to say though that the actual process of giving birth makes my very apprehensive. I am just going to have to try and not concentrate on that part. I know no matter how much I am scared by the time I'm that far along I am sure I will just want the baby out already!